Carnelos is asking Howden regarding his mind set and why he composed what he carried out within the messages to Raddysh.
Howden can’t keep in mind sending them nonetheless states he had not spoken with a authorized consultant then. He was merely trying to find out what to tell his mothers and dads.
“It was just hard. The thought of even, you know, bringing this up with my parents. And I … was just kind of looking, you know, for a friend because I didn’t … really know how to go about this,” Howden knowledgeable Carnelos.
“And you’re worried about your professional career at this point as well?” Carnelos requested.
“Honestly … I used to be extra so anxious with Hockey Canada and their requirements and their code of conduct…. I by no means thought it might come to what it has now.
“I just … always thought, you know, I was worried about what Hockey Canada would think of, you know, the fact that there was even a girl there … that was, you know, my main worry.”
Howden claimed it’s tough to remember info since “for so long, I’ve just been trying to move on past this and forget about this all.”
